Lilly is ONE YEAR OLD?

Can I actually have a granddaughter that will be one year old on Tuesday? How did I get this old? How did SHE get this old? And so quickly, too. We leave in the morning for Ohio. Taking along the puppy I am fostering for Triangle Sheltie Rescue.

The puppy has been a little ray of sunshine in my life, except for the erratic accidents on my throw rugs. I have never washed so many rugs in my life!

It's been 15 years since I have raised a puppy. And it's been 30 years since I had a baby in my house. It's different. Maybe serendipitous that both happened about the same time.

Lilly is such a happy little girl. Her smiles light up the world.

The puppy (whom we temporarily names Milli because she is so tiny like a millimeter or a millisecond) lights up other people's worlds. They adore how sweet she is when I take her out on a walk or to PetSmart.

A bit nervous about heading into my ex-husband's "territory." It was after we moved to Ohio (yeah, like two days after we moved!) that he asked for a divorce. It wasn't pretty. And it wasn't the first time he'd done it either. Yep, we got married and divorced twice. The second time worked. We found better matches elsewhere.

But when you have kids, divorce doesn't mean "I'll never see you again." It may mean "I don't WANT to see you," but the first grandbaby … well, all that old stuff  disappears temporarily. At least I hope so.

Anyway, I am sitting here letting my hair get back to its original color (OK I know I am not supposed to say that out loud) while the puppy sleeps and I catch up on a few blog posts.

Back on Wednesday – wish me luck with the puppy, the ex, the baby and the rest of the relatives!

The littlest ADDiva

My son Gregory called tonight and said three words that warm a grandma's heart: "Get on Skype!"

And so I did. And Lilly Jean was cooing and cackling and grabbing and crawling and…I can't help it. I'm just fascinated by her. Such a personable little gal, not afraid to show her personality or ask for what she wants (and let's face it, what she wants often is food, sleep or freedom to roam).

She's so uninhibited and fresh, I admit it puts my whimsical side to shame. She has no compunction about spitting out food she doesn't like. She doesn't censor the expressions on her little face if something is too sour or chewy. She wrinkles that young brow and sticks out her tongue – yuck! She gets rid of it!

I'm sure I did the same thing before I was "socialized" to be polite and swallow the offending food anyway, or use a spoon to discreetly remove it and hide it under a lettuce leaf on the salad plate.

I think it's time to take a lesson from the little Lillykins: tell the truth about what you don't like (and what you do)! For me, those dislikes include shirts with scratchy tags in the bag (cut them OUT right now!), waiting in line at the grocery store (what a WASTE of time!) and being forced to work inside when the sun is shining outside (I wanna garden, mommie!).

But on the plus side…I really love that little Lillykins!